cathybabyx:

g-ninhtu:

I hate how much I love you, and I can’t ever seem to let go. I hate how I always tell myself this is your last chance, but I already know there’s one more waiting for you. I hate how you can control how my day goes, you can change my mood in an instant. I hate how you can make me feel at my highest, and then drop me back to my lowest. I hate how the little things you do or say can keep me up all night. I hate how when it comes to you, you can get my tears flowing right away. I hate how you can make my insecurities act up and negative thoughts start to run through my mind. I hate how you have my heart in your hands and its up to you whether you break it or take care of it. I hate how you already have a part of me, so if you leave, you’re taking me with you. I hate how you can break my heart so bad, but I keep holding on. I hate how you don’t understand me and I always put aside my feelings just so I don’t create problems between us. I hate how you can replace me within seconds if you want, but for me, it’s always going to be you. I hate how you give me so many problems but I never realize my self-worth. I hate how I put a lot of effort into making you happy and taking care of you, but in return I hear so many bad things. I hate how you never know what you want, so I will always be competing with someone else. I hate how all these memories with you are going to be stuck with me forever. Most of all, I hate how no matter how much I try to make this relationship work, I will never be enough for you.